Hazel Agatha Beaumont( NOES OC)
Everyone has a life . I do too , believe me and I got a part time recently , but I'm always willing to make time for people . I work very hard to be nice and patient at all times and I really feel like ... I'm just not worth any one's time . I put my time into being there for alot of people and yes , sometimes I wish someone would pay me that same courtesy. If there is some real big thing like an emergency to where you just need me to back off for a bit, tell me for lord sake . Again and again I been disregarded. Not here honestly yet I don't wish to experience something so unpleasant. I get there are those who got school , family , kids , and a job . I can trust in alot of you to be honest to me about your feelings, roleplay related or not . But I really want to believe that what I'm putting in matters. Just want to feel like I'm just as important. Because I'd like to be a part of the experience of roleplay here and making real friends. That is why I came to this site most of all because I do give a damb and I'm sorry that ...I have just been annoyance rather than a contributor. I just feel better getting all of this up my chest. If this just makes me a jerk to someone, really I... that just is enough shit for me.